December 2010
You can stay if you want to.
And I’ll try to keep you close to me.
If I died tonight..
This is kind of an informal what-to-do if I die. So go back to this if anything happens to me.
1. Not telling you how I feel would be my only regret.
2. I would request that someone made sure “Seasons of Love” was performed live by as many people from Rent who could make it to the funeral.
3. I would also request that “What I Did For Love” the Glee version was played,...
I want to leave.
So who wants to put me up at a hotel for the rest of break? I can’t stand it here.
I’m having a really hard time lately. And...
Now Is the Winter of Our Discontent
Who would have thought that that (^) actually means something good? I think I’m going to start saying it a lot and see if anyone understands. Of course, now everyone who reads this will. So plan ruined. Kind of. It’s also useful because I’m taking a Shakespeare class next semester. For those of you that didn’t know, I’m majoring in Medieval and Renaissance Studies....
Listen
List of Things I Would Like
1. To go somewhere other than my house and the KG during this break.
2. To have a real subscription to Netflix, but not pay for it.
3. A new camera for capturing memories and such.
4. Gay marriage to be legal EVERYWHERE
5. Lots and lotsss of moneyy.
6. To study at Oxford.
7. Happiness
They say the devils water, it aint so sweet.
I had the strangest dream last night. It was like a combination of Inception and Dante’s Inferno. Except I was trying to get through all the levels of hell to reach heaven..or something like that. It was really really weird, and I’m sure it was symbolic for something, but I forgot the details too quickly to figure it out.
Last night was my first night back at my place of employment...
Edutainment
Does getting a lecture about nyquil abuse from my mom also count as edutainment? Because I found it pretty hilarious. She offered to go to the store and get me non-habit forming herbal remedies. So, long rant turned mini, the woman is wearing on my nerves already. Can I go back to school yet?
Tis the season
So I’m home. And it is NOT as fabulous as I would have hoped. I miss the days when my sister didn’t have friends, which I know sounds horrible, but she’s never home for me to hang out with her! And my brother, who is my favorite person in the whole world because he’s five and DEFINITELY fabulous, got over me being home after five minutes and now all he does is play wii. I...
I should have lived in a different era.
I am a self-proclaimed hopeless romantic. I love to love. I love to be loved. Hopeless. And I have gone back through my life and pinpointed the exact moment at which I turned into such a spineless puddle of goo. Yes, we all know who’s to blame here.
That’s right. No Disney princesses here. Sailor Moon is the reason for my downward spiral in which no one will ever live up to my...
“I never know how much of what I say is true.”
– Bette Midler
You think you're being funny.
But generally when that happens, your’e just being hurtful. I don’t need those kinds of people in my life, bringing me down.
Home Free
So I have my first week of finals this week, and then I’m going home for a month. I. Am. Terrified. I have this really bad feeling that my parents (my mom, especially) aren’t going to realize that I haven’t had anyone to tell me what to do in four months, and that I won’t adapt well to living by ‘their rules’ again.
On the bright side, I will be working A LOT,...
Damn you Seasonal Affective Disorder.
Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.
I should probably take a brief moment to explain why I’m seemingly RENT obsessed. For one, RENT has been one of my favorite musicals since eighth grade when the movie came out and I saw it against my mother’s will. From that point on, I made it my mission to see RENT on stage, which came to fruition my sophomore when I saw it with one of my best friends at the time, who we’ll...
Second best.
I feel like I’m always getting second best. And by that, I mean that I never get what I’m aiming for. I’m always settling. It’s true that second place isn’t awful, but I feel like I’m never going to know the satisfaction of being or getting the best. There is a part of me that truly believes that when you ask God for something (patience, love, anything really)...
Man oh man.
Getting to class and finding out that it’s cancelled is kinda lame. Getting to class and finding out that it’s cancelled for half of the class is pretty cool if you’re in that half. Not so cool if you have to stay for a ‘personal conference’ with your teacher.
On a brighter side, FORMAL IS TONIGHT. I am soooo excited to have pizza and prime and dance and sleep and...
